Just a thought

Maybe the happy ending is moving on.
Disattaching myself from the dream of having you again in my arms...
Of kissing your lips and holding you close to mine.


Then maybe, just maybe, I'll be happy.

Oh Blogger, I miss you so much.

So many things have changed.
I've been with someone for a while now, His name is Tumblr but God knows how much I miss you!
It feels so free writing here and I can't help but to compare you to Tumblr.
Maybe because my thoughts of my young self are here, freely writing everything she wanted, expressing her soul like there's no one looking.

I miss you and I'm thinking of getting back to you.
Who knows, maybe soon...


- Love lots,
Rose

On Heart break and Falling in Love.

I am still on the verge of moving on at the moment. I chose to run away from all the hurt because I realized that before I can love other people, I should love myself first.
Currently, I spent my days with my normal routine. Work, home, sleep and eat.
Then work, home, sleep and eat. and that's how my everyday life goes.
Hardly no time for dating or what so ever. I'm boring. Hell yeah.

I also stopped talking to him as he probably know now
because I am not returning his calls and I don't reply to his texts anymore.
This is my way of liberating myself from the pain of knowing that when he talks to me,
he is wishing I was the one he's currently in love with. But I can't be her. I can't be that girl whom he love and left him.
(We can compare his stitch to Tom of 500daysofsummer.)

I just can't be the person you want me to be. And I can't do that to you either.
I can't tell you to PLEASE LOVE ME AGAIN, or PLEASE COME BACK TO ME.
Things are not that simple as the way it was when we were still kids. When way back you can ask for something, well maybe you can cry first then ask for something, and then you'll have it. You're parents will give it to you.

Now were adults, you can beg, you can cry after begging, or beg first then cry, but if things are not meant for you, YOU WON'T HAVE IT.

maybe it's true that GOD does not give you what you want but rather gives what you DESERVE.
And to that, I guess I don't deserve you.

ohayou!

oh my god. everybody's commenting on my hair. hahaha. thanks guys.
btw, sorry again. for the nth time if i cannot get back on you.
i discussed it on my last post, "It's not you, it's me."

I moved to TUMBLR already.

so for my recent posts, check me out there! (o-oh, i think it doesn't sound good)

I'll be waiting for you there.
HTTP://THEGOODGIRLGONEBAD.TUMBLR.COM

it's not you, it's me

"It's not you, it's me."

that's the super break-up cliche you always hear.
yep. but it's not only for break-ups, check this.

im sorry, for the long lost updates. you guys are awesome, thanks for following and the comments on my shoutbox.
i appreciate everything...
but i guess im loving it more...
im talking bout TUMBLR. ^_^
i was like updating it more rather than you.
so i should say it like,
it's not you blogger, it's me.

it's me for liking it from the "reblog" things on how you can view your co-blogger's post without going to their URL's coz you can just browse your dashboards anytime. we have that here in Blogger but only those blogs who have 'feeds'

so to end this, im switching to TUMBLR.
but im not closing my blogger account.
i will be here and check you out once in a while.
your my first love, it's just that i can't maintain two blogs at a time.
so here:

HTTP://KEEPLOVEREAL.TUMBLR.COM

follow me there.
see you soon guys. :)